February 2012
4 posts
Love Letter #1
To my dearest love,
If there ever was a time to tell you how I feel, it was then, but it shall have to be now. These words will be petty and trite, so common place. Alas, I’m not sure how to tell you, to convey to you, how my heart flutters every time I see you. Or worse, how my stomach turns into endless knots, the pain so harsh and sweet. I know we do not see each others often. Perhaps...
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To Enjoy
Come over to my house. I don’t want to drink hot chocolate alone. We can sit by candle light; discuss nothing of certain importance but only to enjoy the company of two friends on a cold evening.
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Ranty Facebook Post
Honestly, I fucking hate you all. All you guys ever do it whine and complain and have these “feelings”. Feelings? Honestly grow the fuck up. If the world cared about your feelings we’d all be growing flowers out of our asses. Use you’re fucking brains and stop posting shit that you obviously have little concept off. Gay rights, abortion, taxes, etc etc. Shut, the, fuck, up....
January 2012
19 posts
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Up On The Hill
Up on the hill she stood majestic and sad. Searching the gentle blue sky for a truth long lost to time. A deep secret to a horrid past, or maybe it was the opposite, something known to the future. Whatever it was she was there, just there. Had she not been so deep in thought, she would have felt his hand. The hand of a previous stranger, once the hand of a friend, now the hand of a lover....
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To Realize
It was so sudden to realize. To have this sudden thought and have it all make sense. This many years in, this much time, and I finally have the answer. The problem lies with me.
You see, it was only meant to be you. I gave you my all. And despite everything, I still have this undying love. You have moved on. But I have always waited here, hoping one day you’d come back. It’s not that...
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Maybe
Maybe it is not my place to pass judgment; to wield an iron fist and slam it down for the law. Maybe it is not my place to say that this world is messed up and it needs order; to play a housewife and tidy the area. Maybe I am in the wrong; to be a blind preacher who can see God. Maybe, I don’t know; to listen but not to hear. Maybe, I can’t see the obvious; to fish in a empty...
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“I used to go where the devil wouldn’t go. Where the river run still and...”
– The Fireflys Song by Alan Jackson
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きれい花, Pretty Flower
きれい花 Pretty Flower きれい花、 Pretty flower, 私の声がきこえる？ Can you hear my voice? 風が愛する。 The wind loves you. 土が育てる。 The earth nourishes you. 日が照りつける。 The sun shines on you. 月は守る。 The moon protects you. 分かる？ Do you understand?
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Wrath
From the room you stare them down, With sinister eyes and a malice frown, You gather your anger into a fist, Your bloody nails and your crimson wrist.
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That Guy
Stop asking me where and when, Stop thinking why and how, Stop questioning me who and what, I’ve become. I’m not that same guy you used to know, That guy who got into all kinds of, Trouble, memories, and times, With you. I’m still that same guy you used to know, That guy who would go to the end of the earth, In the middle of the night, in a blizzard, or pouring rain, For you.
Let's make Dean in gym shorts the most reblogged...
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The Argument
There is nothing glorious Or self-sustaining In being a creature of sin.
Of having to watch those faces Look at you with disdain And a murderous grin.
Because you son are different So strange to the others How ever could you love?
Love the same sex Love another man And still call it love?
Dont you know you foolish boy, That this is just some phase, And you shouldn’t be with men?
I bet...
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For No Reason
I feel like we keep agreeing to things. Plans that are always supposed to happen But they never do, do they?
The truth is, whatever we had, No matter how brief is was, Was beautiful.
But I can’t seem to bring myself, To face you now. The changed me and the changed you.
Honestly, I don’t know what to say to you anymore, and my feelings overflow like this. Continuing, never ending,...
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A Distant Crush
The silly moment when my heart pounds Because it’s you.
That horrible sickness, Knowing you don’t see me the same way.
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The Ultimatum
“Grow up.” He said. His final ultimatum. It had been raining for days. Non-stop. Rain, rain, rain. Rain everywhere. He stood there under the dark grey sky. Thinking, fidgeting, analyzing. The possibilities but the consequences. The unimaginable amount of regret, take backs, and lies all to maintain something that wanted anything but. He stood there. Speechless. Then as if it was...
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The Fallen Rain
Together like the fallen rain, The people blend on the train,
Their faces the shadows of happiness.
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Immorality
I cannot simply let you slip under, Ignore the reality of the situation, The lies, the cheating, the alternate you. I’m not the type of person, Who will so blindingly accept, You and all your faults. You are immoral in the eyes, Of God, of society, of me, But I won’t let you burn. Because despite the accusations, The growing fear of your separation, I am not the bad guy. I will take...
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Close Your Eyes
Close your eyes, And listen. Now my son, What hear you? Perchance life? A soft smile? A heavy sigh? A gold bridge? Close your eyes, And feel it. Magic in air, Magic in sound.
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The Serpent You've Become
The fact is, You broke a rule. An unspoken rule, Unwritten, but ever presence. Like gravity, You broke the rule, And then blamed the rule, Instead of yourself. You tried to negate the consequences, And I tired of your act. You said is was us, That we didn’t understand, But it was you who didn’t. Still, day after day, you would persist. You believed it eventually, your morality. But...
August 2011
1 post
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Forever's Never
Tomorrow will be a better day,
Than today or yesterday.
You suddenly found out,
Not too long back,
That the word forever,
Never ever was forever.
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Yay for sucky poetry. :D
July 2011
1 post
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Wind's Breath
Forever in the wind’s breath,
I whispered “I love you.”
Hoped one day you would hear them.
And today that day came,
When you whispered back
“I love you.”
April 2011
1 post
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What do you hear?
What do you hear when it’s pouring rain, At 3 am in the morning, In your car coming home from saving, Your friend, a stranger, a human being? What do you hear when it’s sunny out, At 1 o’clock in the afternoon, As your waking up in your foreign bed, With a pain in your head and an itch in your groin? What do you hear when the sky is grey, And pure crystals of water...
October 2010
3 posts
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A Brief Guide to Katakana
When studying Japanese, it’s crucial that one knows their hiragana but even more so their katakana. Why? Katakana acts in all sort of different ways, especially apart from hiragana. In my last post, I mentioned that a word that is seemingly Japanese but written in katakana represents the scientific name of the animal. This is just a brief guide to katakana and it’s many uses.
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“Cleave to no faith when faith brings blood.” - Arthur Miller, Crucible”
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The Failing Literacy of a New Japanese Generation
Like always, I’m into something. Generally I surf the web picking up bits of useless information and occasionally come across patterns. For those of you out there, I’m a bit of language person myself. In fact, I plan on majouring in Japanese. So, when I scrolling through a friends social networking page I came across something odd, a word in katakana rather than what I deemed should be...