To Realize
It was so sudden to realize. To have this sudden thought and have it all make sense. This many years in, this much time, and I finally have the answer. The problem lies with me.
You see, it was only meant to be you. I gave you my all. And despite everything, I still have this undying love. You have moved on. But I have always waited here, hoping one day you’d come back. It’s not that I won’t move on, but that I can’t. I will only forever love you. I am ever devastatingly loyal to you. You are my one, my only one.
I realized that the reason I am singly, stay single. The reason that I am heartless and cutoff. Is because you have all those parts of me. To me, we never broke up. But reality is reality.
And so I here, writing this. Trying to get you out of my head. But only falling further and further into this one way love I have for you.
